what does one do when you can no longer help someone you love? it leaves you with the empty feeling. when they cry, and you have no comforting words that will help. no little bit of insight to that silver lining. all you can do is stare and wish you could wipe away every tear and put a smile on their face. and when you can't, what can you do? what does one do? staring and wanting to help, doesn't help. it isn't what they need. they need their fairy godmother. someone to tell them that their every dream can come true. and that you will wave your magic wand, and give them their happy ending. their every wish and desire will be fulfilled. but you can't do that. all you can do is sit there. sit there and wish you could do that. try to figure out a way to help. try to be a shoulder to cry on. so i am trying. trying so very hard. i love you my darling, dearest, d. take care of yourself. and i wish there was more i could do for you.
i love you








What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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See the other me.........
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See the other me.........
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All over the place, from the popular culture to the propaganda system, there is constant pressure to make people feel that they are helpless, that the only role they can have is to ratify decisions and to consume.
Noam Chomsky
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as you can see by the above, i found you randomly. I'm glad i did. your poetry is more deeply insightful than anything i've ever had the nerve to write. i am incredibly moved. i hope that knowing you have the support of this community will help you through these dark times.
i wish you peace, inner and outer.
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I am slowly going
One...two...three...four...fiv e...six...SWITCH
Six...five...four...three...tw o...one...SWITCH
I am slowly...................
thanks for addin me to your artist watch
Stupidity does not qualify as handicapped.