what does one do when you can no longer help someone you love? it leaves you with the empty feeling. when they cry, and you have no comforting words that will help. no little bit of insight to that silver lining. all you can do is stare and wish you could wipe away every tear and put a smile on their face. and when you can't, what can you do? what does one do? staring and wanting to help, doesn't help. it isn't what they need. they need their fairy godmother. someone to tell them that their every dream can come true. and that you will wave your magic wand, and give them their happy ending. their every wish and desire will be fulfilled. but you can't do that. all you can do is sit there. sit there and wish you could do that. try to figure out a way to help. try to be a shoulder to cry on. so i am trying. trying so very hard. i love you my darling, dearest, d. take care of yourself. and i wish there was more i could do for you.



i love you